doesn't it feel good?
Seeing someone you care about, was smiling, laughing, and joking around in front of you. Knowing those smiles are back, even if it doesn't feel like it used to be. But isn't it enough? At least you still being a little, super little part of the reasons why he is smiling.
What can I ask for more?
It's good as it is. And I don't want to destroy it, yeah.. for now. Let's keep it just like that.
And someday, I believe, I could walk far, far away from you. I believe I could talk to you without being nervous or something like that. I believe you would find the one you love, and so do I. but I hope it wouldn't be you, anymore.
We are friends, right?
"She's just a friend, a really nice friend" you said. I hope you mean it. Because those words, that keep me going till now. Keep smiling infront of you even sometimes I do really wanna punch you in the face. Keep laughing at the jokes about you and her like it was nothing for me. Keep pretending that your words are nothing and it couldn't bother my mind.
I'm sure I've grown stronger. Just to kick you out of my heart. But still, wasn't enough. Time will answer and I won't give up!
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